Sunday, April 7, 2019

Hurricanes, Typhoons, Floods and the 5th V, OO

Hello everyone,

 

     A while ago, I was watching on the TV screen the flood, which destroyed large parts of Huston in Texas. This city which is very familiar to me, since in 1962, my friend Tsipi and I lived there for two years, studying at Huston University... Now, many years later, I find myself sitting at my comfortable and safe home in California, watching on the TV screen, how dazed people walk in water above their chests and others, lifted by helicopters from the                              rooftops of the city, which I have known so well...

  The panicked anchor men and women, were describing the three Monstrous Hurricanes and Tropical Storms; Lidia, Maria, and especially Irma, as "Enormous Beasts, the size of Texas!"...The names remind me how years ago, the Women Liberation Movement, was up in arms, regarding the decision of giving these devastating forces of nature, names of women only...

    Finally, these hurricanes moved on to threaten and devastate, some of the Caribbean Islands, as well as parts of Florida, then continued to Georgia to do the same... We were following on the Television screen the massive evacuations, where lines of cars and fishing boats, were waiting for hours, at Gas Stations and crowds of old and young men, women, babies, children and pets, entering one of the many shelters...

 "So what does it have to do with the 5th dimension?" One may ask... The answer is: "Plenty!" We have been told time and again, how the first requirement for entering the Fifth Dimension, is to start a major clean up, beginning with our homes, garages, basements, closets and drawers and getting rid of the dust covered useless items... We were then asked, to purify ourselves from negative thoughts and emotions like Fear, Shame, Selfishness, Superiority, Addictions and over-attachment to Material Possessions and the other 'Comforts' of the 3D... We are told, that even if we loose all our possessions, we should be grateful for remaining alive!

   It almost seems, as if these disasters are Nature's way of saying: "The Higher Power, can no longer wait for you to 'Clean Up' your act', before the deadline of entering the New Age of the 5th dimension and is helping you do it..." Those in the shelters and others, who were watching these disasters on Television    may be learning, how not to engage in the previous 3D's emotions o Envy when they look at their neighbor's new car, be jealous at those who go on exotic vacations, or feel resentful, for not being    invited to a social event... When a Natural Disaster occurs, people usually feel a great compassion  towards their fellow men, as well as a strong need to help those unfortunates, who have just lost their homes and everything in it!

  Priorities seem to change, when the only desire left; is to Stay Alive! It is quite touching, to watch       and witness the  transformation from Isolation and Disconnection, to Caring and Helping each other... How moving it is to see on the T.V screen strangers, forming a human chain, endangering their own   lives, by trying  to save an elderly man, trapped in his car, which was swept by flood, or watch people share whatever they were able to salvage, with needy strangers, they have just met in the shelter!

  Another beautiful sight, was that of the volunteers, arriving by the hundreds from other parts of the     U.S in cars and trucks, loaded with food, water, medicine, clothes, blankets and other necessities! At times like these, there is no Cultural Difference, nor separation between people of different races, religion and bank accounts... It seems, as if Humanity is given a taste of what relationship between people, in the 5th Dimension is going to be all about...

  Born and raised in Israel (as I have been writing time and again...)  I remember the warm closeness     and camaraderie, people were sharing, at times of war or terrorist attacks... During the 1994 Northridge Earthquake in California, I witnessed how neighbors, who barley spoke to one anther before, offer each other a helping hand... How sad, that we need to go through Mega Disasters, before we learn how to    embrace the Oneness Consciousness and Unconditional Love, of the 5th Dimension... I wonder how  many more bombs would explode in airports, cafes, subways, trains and buses, before we learn our lesson... How many cars are going to plow into crowds, killing and maiming innocent people? What  about Fires, Hurricanes, Typhoons, Tropical Storms, Earthquakes and Floods? How many of these are    we going to witness, before waking up to the realization, that it is time to leave behind the old 3D    world's Selfishness, Lust for Power, Separation, Isolation, Worship of Materialism and allow wars            to dictate our lives?  I often wounder what else, Humanity may have to go through, before people      finally open their eyes and wake up?

  Lately, I have been "flooded"with cries for help, from old and new Clients (not "Patients" mind you)  complaining about Panic attacks, Anxiety, vague feelings of approaching Doom and fits of Anger or     find themselves arguing and fighting with co workers, friends and family members... It seems that     single people, as well as couples, are going through similar emotions of Stress, Confusion, Anger Loneliness,  Anger, Alienation and lack of Hope... Could it be that these powerful and destructive 'Emotional storms', are presenting themselves, in order to shake us up so we let go of the grip of our Indifference and Apathy, Lack of Trust and Emotional Distancing... It is also possible, that these     feelings of discomfort, come to remind us it is time to send Love, Support and trust; as well as       offering a Helpful hand, to those who need it...These five simple actions, may be the Foundation              and Corner Stones, of the up coming 5th Dimension...

With Love and Light,
Shira

Saturday, April 6, 2019

Being a Grandma and other topics... Photos moved. V , XX. OO

Hello everyone, 

  

      When my grand daughter Eliyah, who was twenty three months, she was walking, talking, climbing running, falling, crying and getting up to climb again... Elli was a 'Bundle of energy', full of joy and      love... For her up coming birthday, I ordered a "Small House" to be installed in the garden (below)           It came with a "kitchen"with a small sink, refrigerator, stove,tiny plastic pots, plates,cups and plastic cutlery... My 'Inner child' did not have to 'convinced me', to create a Miniature 'Village', with a small windmill, swings and tiny dolls, 'playing' by a 'plastic lake'; where few ducks, fish and a Mermaid, were sitting on its bank... My own 'Playful Child', as well as it's best friend, the Magical Child; were delighted to see how the tiny windows illuminate at night, due to the solar energy it received during the day...

Larger photos.
  
Ellie's
small house
 Swing and slide
Ellie's "garage"
Two ponies
Doll collection

  My 'Inner Child', has been trying to do whatever it could, to divert my mind (and heart) from 'Dark           Moments', during this period in my life; as I was helplessly my beloved husband, slowly drifting away...  My heart was breaking again and again, to see how sad, frightened and lonely he was... I had to force myself to overcome the pain I felt by his rejections, whenever I tried to help comfort him... Eventually      I learned to remind myself, that 'This Man' is still the one I knew and loved for so many years, realizing that now more then ever before, needs my attention and unconditional love...

up
up
Elli's dolls on
Papa's wheelchair
Kissing Papa

   The only one, who was able to bring Al joy  and put a smile on his lips, was our little Granddaughter Eliyah, who loved and adored her Grandfather ("Papa")...Whenever she saw him in his wheelchair she insisted on sitting X in his lap and "Go for a ride!"... This two years old; would cover Al's face with her wet kisses and whispered in his ear: "I love you Papa!" After Al slowly moved  from the wheelchair to his chair at the head of the table, Ellie would rush to bring her dolls, place  them on papa's vacant wheelchair and push it to the breakfast area; "So my dolls also eat with us 'Breakfast'... 

    In between taking care of my poor hsband and helping my daughter raise "Our baby" I worked as a psychologist in my 'office' which was a room with a separate entrance...My work includes several tools which were "Out of "Traditional Psychology"...The main one, was Clinical Hypnotherapy,which proved itself, to be my most powerful Tool of Healing... I also used Dr Hal Stone's Voice Dialog' and was doing my best, to preparer my "Clients' for the powerful tools', I was using,like Hypnosis and Voice Dialogue 

   For quite some time, I noticed a growing interest in 'Spirituality', among my client and some of the friends, with whom I shared the new information; regarding the dramatic changes and challenges which  Humanity is about to face, before going through the final stage of the Big Shift: the Transition from our present 3D world, to that of the 5th Dimension... The people on our planet, were asked to be patient, since this incredible shift, may take quiet some time...We are also informed, that in order to adjust ourselves to the new life in the upcoming 5D, we, Humans, (who received the gift of "creation", at birth) should begin prepare for this new Transition, by realizing that our power is not Limited, as we believed it was; on the contrary it is Limitless! We are finally breaking away from our old believes, that there is a "Glass Ceiling"  which prevents us from moving forward, into the World of the Fifth Dimension...

   Since our Grand daughter Ellie, came into our lives, I was wishing we could have at least one more grandchild... However, for several reasons this wish can not be fulfilled...I have learned that soon, we'll   be able to create 'All our Wishes and Desires', by Embracing our newly found 'Unlimited Power! I was wishing Xfor more children like my grand daughter! .."  Unfortunately (or fortunately) Ellie's parents are separated...  Her father Ilan, who lives in Israel, used to visit her in the U.S, until the Corona Virus put a stop to these visits... At one point, during my morning Meditation, I had an amazing idea: Among my clients are several mothers, who gave birth during the last year and a half... The babies Grandmothers (except one) live out of the United States, three of them reside in Israel, one in Japan and another in Germany... After these mothers shared with me, how much they miss having a Grandmother in their babies lives, a great idea crossed my mind: "How about becoming a Surrogate Grandmother to these Adorable children?!

   My suggestion was received with great Enthusiasm! We decided to meet at my home, once a month    for "A visit with 'Savta Shira!' Ellie, my two and a half years old granddaughter, was the "Oldest" in the group and the only one who was able to walk and talk... She was given the honorary Tttle of "Big Sister" and was running from one child to another, hugging and kissing "The babies", generously giving them   her toys and put in their mouth the XPasifiers, when they cried...Her favorite baby was Levi, who was only two months old; the youngest and only Boy, whom Ellie named;"The baby, baby!"

Ellie Ella Mayan Maya Levi
(the "baby baby")
Savta Shira with
the babies

  In many of my posts, I have been quoting time and again, the Cosmic Times, that X"Everything is changing!"  I hoped that by creating this adorable group, I may be able to change the traditional definition of what is called; "Biological Grandchildren" and help create a new one...  For me, the word "Grandchild", was always synonymous with Love... How fortunate I was to embrace all these sweet "Grandmother-less" babies, who came to my life and made me feel like a Proud Grandmother...

  Since I received the information about the up coming "Transition" from the 3rd to the 5th Dimension,      I have been looking for ways to share it with my clients and with you, dear loyal readers... I have been asking for signs, telling us when and if we were getting closer to enter the 5D and how could we know   we arrived there... Do we have to wait for dramatic visions of lights, sounds or "God forbid", by a big Global Catastrophes, in order to 'Wake up'?  So far, we were experiencing all kinds of natural disasters Earthquakes, Fires, Floods, Droughts, Tornadoes, Tsunamis, Mass killings, School shooting, Growing homelessness and increasing acts of Violence and Wars... Are these warning, trying  to wake us up and   be ready?  'Ready for what?'  Could it be the arrival of the he 5th Dimension, or our arrival there?

    It is said, that soon 'Life is about to change completely:"All for the better!" In this New 5th dimension   of  Love and Peace, there will no longer be room for Wars... We will be shown new ways, of saving our planet Earth and ourselves, as well as the Animal Kingdom, from the violence and the deadly pollution created by Mankind... We are told that even though, people may still be fighting, it would be a different kind of War: "Fighting against Hunger, Social Injustice, Violence, Poverty, Addictions, Homelessness Hatred and Disease... We will be busy, purifying our supplies of Drinking water,  preventing Industrial Waist and make a stop to Corruption and Greed... Humanity, we are told, is about to learn, how to handle Negativity, remove the energy of Dark Forces and create the Global Unity, we have been longing for! It seems, that our old dreams and longing for a new world, is now much closer than we realize ...  

With Love and Light,
Shira

Wednesday, April 3, 2019

The Eleventh Commandment .(small letters under photos?.) V, X OO

 Hello everyone,

Eliyah and the Light

Al and Ellie

   I remember the promise I made myself, after our friends began to have Grandchildren and were constantly showing me, their photos and talking about the cute and amazing thin, these Grand Kids were doing and saying and were praising them Nonstop! "I will Never do that when (and if) I finally have a Grandchild!" I promised myself before I had my one and only, beloved Granddaughter Eliyah. Long time ago, I read a suggestion: "To add one more 'Commandment' to the Ten, which were given to us" "Thou have the Right to Change your Mind... I 'Cring', when I think how we might have missed, this amazing experience of having a child  and delighted we changed our minds...       

   I like to believe that the beam of light, touching Eliya's face (Right) photo) was not just a coincidence...  I wish to be around, to see my treasured grandaughter, growing up, becoming a teenager and eventualy a young wome... In the meantime I cherish every moment we spend  together and hope to be around her  when she is growing up... Ever since Ellie was born, I have been following with fascination, the changes she has been going through... The sparkle in her eyes when she recognized us, her desire to learn new skills and the emotions she was displaying... I was addicted to her soft skin, silky hair, delicious hugs    and wet kisses... He love for any living thing: Aunts, Cats, Dogs, Snails, Birds, Lizards, Spiders and Bees... The way she was touching a flower, studying it's texture, with her tiny fingers and brings it to her nose, looking with wonderment, at the drops of rain or the rainbow and laughing, when a strong gust of wind, was caressing her face and silky hair...

      In my post Teaching and Resisting  as well as in several others, I have been lamenting, how difficult   it was to introduce my clients and readers of this blog, to new Xconcepts like "Higher Consciousnesses and the Fifth  Dimensio"... The idea that we are now living in the 3rd dimension and soon will embark    on a journey to the 5th, has not been easy to explain... A few of my readers wrote to say they would    rather read about My life story and adventures, then topics like Spirituality and other Dimensions... I decided to make the topics of this blog, more "Palatable", by mixing in, a small amount of "Spiritual Medicine"; trying to figure out, how to help my reader get over their resistance for learning about the Unknown or other new and Unfamiliar Topics... I realize, that most of them would rather read about      my life in Israel, the two years in the Army, the month I worked on a cruse ship and later travel by        my  myself in Europe, the U.S, Puerto Rico and in the Caribbean Islands... In short; write more about     the 'Fun Stuff,' instead of Spirituality... It is not an easy job, to find interesting ways of passing on Spiritual Ideas or information, about the up coming New World sinc (at times) I face a  resistence...        So please allow me to share with you a few lines from the Cosmic Times, written by Ellen, who is         one of my favorite "Gurus"...

  X "The first of five Waves of Awakening Energy, began moving across your earth plane.   This is what we referred to, as the first of five Gateways to Consciousness, that will be offered to you over the next 18 months. Each Gateway is accompanied by a great wave of Awakening Energy, which serves to lift your vibration and take you to a higher level of Consciousness."

    I begin to believe, that those "Great waves of consciousness, are so powerful, they may be the force behind the Floods, Hurricanes, Tsunamis, Earthquakes and Fires,  our planet has been subjected to, in increasing frequency... However, we should always remember, that these 'natural disasters' could bring some Good as well! (Embracing Good and Bad) It seems, that our 3D's physical and emotional storms        are actually waves of 'Awakening Energy', which came to shake and eliminate any 'Stumbling blocks' from our path to the 5th dimension; blocks, which are made out of our own Fear of the Unknown...     Until now these Fears, often stopped us from achieving our goals and the Fulfillment of 'our dreams'          I would like to believe, that these powerful storms of energy, come to help us disconnect from our attachment to the 3rd Dimension, which so far, has been our Home... In order to do so we need to.           let go and leave behind the old 3D Attachments, Negative Emotions, Hatred, Lust for Power Greed Jealousy, Judgement, Control, Denial  etc... Only then, we would be able to move forward and begin     our journey to the Fifth Dimension!

    As the Cosmic Times says;"Everything is changing!"  More than ever before, people are suffering now from relationship issues, serious problems with family members, friends, co-workers, bosses and others... Many of my clients, are going through extreme mood swings, contradictory emotions, shame regrets, insecurity, inadequacy and uncertainty...Others complain of severe emotional and physical pain     I believe that the lingering pain, whether physical or emotional, actually comes to help us release and clear, our Negative Belief System and replace it with a more positive one.... I would often give my   clients "Homework" (After all I was a teacher for many years) instructing them to write down their wishes and desires and say the following Mantra, before going to sleep and upon waking up...

   "I am the God of my Own Universe! Therefor I am able to create whatever I wish! I am Strong, Fearless and can make all my 'Dreams and Desires' Come True! I should be careful by making sure that I use my wards, for the Highest Good of All!...  It can be done, since all  of us, carry within our soul, a 'Spark of  God', our Divine Creator, who gave us the ability of planing and creating our Own World!"

With Love and Light,
Shira

Tuesday, April 2, 2019

Present and Past. XX V, OO

Hello everyone,

                                                                                                                                                                                 On August 2nd 2017, our adorable Granddaughter Eliyah, was born at Cider SinaiX hospital in L.A



Hi Grandpa!
Ella's first smile
Hello Savta!

Little 'Buddista' "I'm new here!" "So what is it
all about?"
LOVE !!!

      Watching our baby Granddaughter grow, was like taking a trip to Disney Land, for the first time!           I can think of very few Thrilling experiences, as watching at a baby, growing... Change from a 'Human 'Caterpillar' into a beautiful 'Butterfly'...Al and I were flooded by memories, of her mother Karen, when  the two of us became proud parents... Now, we were watching our Tiny 'Grand baby', beginning to crawl  attempting to climb up the stairs, to the second floor,while her Grandpa, was excperiencing problems with  walking (needless to say 'climb stairs'...) and after several arguments, Al would finally agree to do so...


Young
Shira
Mommy
and Karen
Karen
and Mommy
"We are a
happy family"
"Darling" Karen's name for  for "Al"

   I was watching with mixed emotions, how Ellie's hair, was getting thick and curly, while Al was beginning to lose some of the hair, I loved to move my fingers through... Ellie was beginning to discover with joy the pleasures of the outdoors, by exploring our garden, while Al was slowly, loosing interest in what he used to enjoyed before... Ellie was thrilled with the birds and butterflies Outdoors, investigating the texture and color of the flowers and listening with wonderment, to the sounds the wind was making   as it was shaking the branches of the trees... I loved to watch my tiny granddaughter, "investigates" a 'Caravan' of Ants' and shirking with joy, when she saw an occasional rabbit, ventures in to our garden...  Ellie seemed to be amazed, when she heard our dog Moses barking, when she took  her first steps' and      discovering' the new world, around her... My previously "Active Husband", was now spending most of  his time in bed, watching television and began to use a Wheelchair... My eyes teared, as I was watching  my Granddaughter's excitement with each new Discovery, while her poor Grandpa, was sinking deeper and deeper into Melancholy and Apathy, which his Grandchild, was always able to reprove...

Al and Elly


Al and Karen

   Looking at Ellie's photos, brought up memories, from the time her Mom Karen, was at the same age... On the left, is an old photo of "baby Karen" "Reading the newspaper" with her "Papa" The photo on the right, shows Ellie with Papa,"Reading" and looking at the "photos", in the L.A.Times

 

Below, photos of Ellie, tasting Unfamiliar "food", for the first time Time 

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Ellie's first apple
First carrot
First cucumber
First corn
First watermelon
Yummy!!!
Yogurt mustache
Cleaning up...

    When I was growing up, my girlfriends couldn't wait to get married and have babies...I on the other hand, was unable to wait for the day I leave the boundaries of my tiny country, which was surrounded      on three borders, with three Arab countries... (Jurden, Lebanon and Egypt) I wanted to travel and discover the Big World!  Naturally, I also wanted to meet the 'Man of my life and fall in love! Not just an 'Ordinary Love' but the one I read in the books,watched in the movies and went to the wedding of my older cousins  but the kind I read about, in the Hebrew translations, from French, English, Russian, Spanish and Italian books, I was "Devouring": "Anna Karenina, Madm Bovary, Romeo and Juliet, Gone with the Wind, Love at time of Cholera" and many others... After Al and I got married and the subject of  'Children' came up  he was not sure he wanted kids... I was eventually able to convince him, that we should have "Just One" We'll would be able, to experience a phase of life, which seems to be so Important! (besides satisfying   our parents...) I was finally able convinced him, that if we did not go through this experience, we may  live to regret it later on, when it would be too late......

    Years later, when my clients were complaining to me, about their Teenage kids, I would ask them;    "Do you want them to stay in your house forever and never leave?" The answer was a horrified "NO!"   " It is hard for your Teenagers to separate from you; they are Afraid to be on their own, so Nature           is pushing them to behave Negatively and become rebelious... Believ it or not, it  makes helps the    Parents, who eventualy become 'Fad Up' "and gently(or not) give them a Shove, to help push these rebellious Teens out from the 'Nest' (their comfort zone) into the "Big and scary world"..."

   When people ask me, if I am sorry I had one child only, I tell them that I did not make such a decision lightly... Al didn't want to have kids all together; claiming he was perfectly happy, to be alone with me... Throughout the years I had conversations with my closest friends Daniela, Myra and Shelly; who said  how they"Totally Enjoyed" to be an Only Child!" I read many books and made intensive research, before making my final decision about this subject... I was already twenty seven and Al was thirty four; it was   time to make a final decision! Al held an excellent position, as the 'Food and Beverage Manger', at the Carib Hilton Hotel in Puerto Rico, however he always wanted to have his Own Business... I had my own expectations: Even though I had my Teaching Credentials, I wanted to complete my studies in Psychology and earn a PhD...  As far as starting a family, my husband was happy to give up the idea of having children; all together!  My mother's instinct  felt different...

   It took us over a year after getting married, to compromise, by agreeing to have "One Child Only"...       I embarked on a Serious Research; reading many books about 'The Only Child'; where I learned, how most of these "Only Kids", have a higher IQ , than their peers... (who have siblings). They are  closer   with their parents, since their Mom and Dad, become (in a way) their "Siblings substitutes"... Another advantage of having only one child, was that since these (only) children, grow up in company of adults     it is much easier for them, to get adjusted to the 'Adult World' .. Al agreed and three years after we met     I got pregnant, giving birth to our baby girl Karen, on February 28, X** in Atlanta Georgia.





    To our delight, Karen proved to be an Easy Child and a great Traveling Companion... She traveled   with us, inside and outside the United States, since she was a baby and seemed to enjoying it, as much    as we did... As a matter of fact, her joy and excitement of seeing new countries and places (including  those we have already seen) gave us a fresh and new kind of pleasure, as we saw it again, through her child's eyes... Every summer, since she was two years old, I would travel with her to Israel, to visit my family and friends.  When she turned ten, Karen finally rebelled (for the first time) refusing to leave behind her friends in the California...  Years later as a teenager, she would discover on her own, this lovable small country and enjoyed visiting our family members and the new friends she made in her Mother's small and beautiful country of birth.... 

   When Karen was about thirteen, she came back from her three-weeks sleepover, at a summer camp       in California, telling us how she was sitting with her friends, at a group session, where the counselors encouraged the campers, to 'Vent' their Frustrations and Complains, regarding the difficulties they were having with their parents, at this period of time... Karen chose to be the last one to speak: "I have no such problems! My parents always were and still are, My Best Friends!" 

                                           

Bellow, Karen in Summer camps

With Love and Light,
Shira