Wednesday, August 28, 2024

V Almost the end Photos of Saba Eliyahu, me, Karen, Eliya and myself, at eighty two, waving goodby

    I never considered myself to be a Religious Person; Spiritual yes! I was unable to agree with            some of the Biblical Commandment, like the one ordering us:"Do Not Work on Sabbath!"Our one       only 'Day of Rest'... Our small family of four, which included my parents, brother and myself, went        to Synagogue only on the High Holidays; 'Yom Kipur', the Day of Atonement, which was followed by 'Rosh Hashana'; our Hebrew New Year... These Jewish holidays were celebrated together with our large family of Uncles, Aunts and beloved Cousins, who lived in the three main cities of Israel; Jerusalem, Tel Aviv and Haifa, as well as the Agricultural Settlements in the Galil; the Northern part of Israel. Since  I was the youngest one among my cousins, I enjoyed the love and attention, which is usually saved for the Family's Baby, until my new cousin Ahuva'le was born!  I was not at all jealous; on the contrary: I fell in love with her sweet tiny face, blue eyes and rose color lips and she would become my 'Living Doll!'  

  As I was growing up, my greatest wish was to discover and get to know the 'Big World, which was       far away from our beloved Israel; my parents, brother Romy and my country of birth... Israel was sharing three borders with Syria, Egypt and Jordan; our Arab neighbors, who were trying to conquer our beloved vulnerable, tiny country and were failing to do so each time,  but caped on doing so again and again...As far as I can remember, I always wished to discover the Big World, which was 'waiting for me' beyond the boundaries of our beloved tiny Israel... I was planing (rather 'Day Dreaming') to travel to the U.S.A after my two years of Military Service; in order to study Psychology and look for new Methods of Healing, free of 'Toxic Medicine', which is usually given, to people who suffer from"Emotional Pain"... After my two years of the requiter Military Service in Israel, I came to the United states, in order to accomplish my dream, of becoming a Psychologist and registered at the University of Detroit, where I was earning a living, by teaching  Hebrew, Bible, and Jewish History, at a local Hebrew School in the Afternoons 

  Years later, after receiving my PHD in Psychology, I would discover Hypnotherapy; an Unconventional Method of healing, which would become my 'Most important Tool of Healing'! The walls in my office were covered with the many 'Diplomas' I have  gathered throughout the years; among them was one of  my favorite prayers:"Dear God" it said ", grant me the Courage to change the things I can, the Strength    to accept the things I can not change and the Wisdom, to know the difference...At one point I realized    that the "End of the world" is not necessarily a Bad Thing; it actually means the end of Disagreements    Separation, Wars, Fears, Hatred and Dishonesty; which unfortunately still existing on Planet Earth!...      At times, when my 'Inner child' seems to be sad or worried, I would whisper to it:"Cheer up kid and   listen to this 'Old  wise saying': X"If life is giving you Lemons; you can always make Lemonade!" X(photo  of lemons and lemonade)

   Throughout our Life's Journey, we may experience periods of Joy, as well as Disappointments...          like during the time I got sick and had to stay home, while my classmates, were going on the yearly  school trip; which was the 'High Light' of the Year. Israel was sharing borders, with it's three Arab countries: Egypt, Jordan and Lebanon. I was four years old, during the War of Independence, which      our tiny country was having with and it's Arab neighbors; Egypt, Jordan and Lebanon; who never hid  their desire to destroy our small,vulnerable and beloved Jewish country, trying unsuccessfully, to do        so time after time, since 1948... Israel was never excepted kindly by its Arab Neighbors':Egypt, Syria Jordan and Lebanon; which tried to destroy our tiny new country, time and time again, but in spite of     it's size, Israel defeated it's enemies, time and time again and was often forced, to sacrifice the lives        of it's young solders... After Al and I settled down in the U.S. I often felt guilty, for leaving Israel my beloved,vulnerable tiny country and was peacefully living, in 'Sunny California', while my tiny Israel        was struggling for it's existence, time and time again... 

   During the wars in Israel, all I was able to do, besides worry and mourn the loss of young Israeli   solders, wishing the war would soon be over and was praying  for a final and long lasting peace in the Middle East!'... I was able to feel the pain of those who lost a 'Loved One' and was experiencing guilty     for living peacefully in the U.S, while little Israel, is being forced time and time again, to fight for it's survival!  As the years were passing by, I was trying to help, by sending more and more donations, to    our tiny country and keep on hoping, for the heavy doors of the Fifth Dimension, to open up, so we may  be able to see ,our new home, which we were promised to have, after the death of our Physical b 

   I would now like to share with you my  dear readers, that two years ago, after turning Eighty, I was diagnosed with the beginning of "Dementia" (Memory Loss)... So far science was unable to discover        a proper cure for this disease... I met with our Family Lawyer, to find out, if there is a legal  peaceful   way  of "Getting  out of the body", when this 'Dementia', begins to take over. One of the  gifts which         I received at my birth, was the 'Freedom From Fear'. Besides Traditional Therapy, I was always looking for Unconventional ways of Healing"; one of them was Clinical Hypnotherapy; which became the most important tool of my work; enabling me to remove my clients 'Emotional Pain,' from the Present as well    as their Past Lives...  By doing so I was helping them to 'Let Go', of other painful emotion they may still carryin as a result of difficulties in their 'Past Lives'...Years ago, my father told me that as people get old  "Life seems to pass by way to fast"... Therefor, we should always be grateful, for the 'Good Times' we are blessed with and pray for more to come, not only for ourselves, but for all people, as well as all other living things ,which we share the world with us...  

    It is hard to believe, that I have just written the 'Final Page of my book... I have been experiencing         a mixture of joy, excitement and a great satisfaction; mixed with a few drops of sadness; since it is now the time to say my final Good By... I thank you dear readers, for allowing me to share my 'Life's Story' with you, hoping that I was some how, able to help you remove some of the 'pain and heavy burdens      we may all be facing, during this long Life's Journey, to the Fifth Dimension... However, because of       my 'Advancing Age; of eighty two (I can not believe I am this old!) there is a good chance, I may not have to wait in the long Line for Paradise'...  In such a case, I promise to save you a 'Good Seat', right  next to me! May we all enjoy the safe journey to the Fifth Dimension!  See you all there!

 With love and light, Shira 

                                                     

                                                                           THE  END  

                                                                  (or a New Beginning)