Tuesday, December 18, 2012

New Horizons .V,O X OO

 NEW HORIZONS 
 
 
 
    Today I have very important news to share with you... First, my Brain Tumor has a name: "Tom'"In    Hebrew the word Tum means 'Innocent' or 'Finished and done with!" The results of my last MRI show that in in spite of "My efforts", the Tumor in my brain is refusing to go away... As a matter of fact it grew One Millimeter bigger...  I was told that even if the tumor is 'Not Malignant', it would eventually begin to push on the Brain! Dr Chew, who recommended Surgery "As Soon as Possible!" said there are always patients who prefer 'Chemo Therapy and Radiation' over surgery... which I refused to consider!
  
   My 'Terrified Husband' Al and his 'Fearless Wife' (me), met with a new doctor, in order to establish     the date of my up coming surgery, to remove this 'Unwanted Guest'... I was joking with Al, that I must have 'Created' this Tumor, because of my "Need for the Attention and Complements for my Bravery!"  But he was to worried to laugh... I couldn't understand all the 'Complements for my Bravery', I was receiving from Everyone (Including the Doctors) and was wondering what is the "Big deal"... 

   Was I afraid? "Not at all!"  People were  thinking I must be in Denial, but my family member, close friends and some of my clients; were not at all surprised by my 'Calm Reaction'... They knew I was    never Afraid! I was actually thinking, that this may be an opportunity, to overcome another"Challenge" As  far as I remember I have always been Fearless... Even when I was a child I could not understand why people made such a 'Big Deal' about my 'Lack of Fear'... At one point I was diagnosed with X Insefelites X(Infection of the brain) which caused my hands and legs, to be partially paralyzed for awhile and three years later, I would have to go through another surgery; this time "Hysterectomy", in order to remove 'Ovarian Cancer', known as the "Silent Killer"...  
 
   My complete recovery from these scary 'life-threatening illnesses and surgeries', strengthened my   belief in the  'Power of Positive Thinking' and Visualization, to attract and connect us with Divine Protection... Like my father I was always a Positive Person, believing that just as I got over several      'Life Threatening  Illnesses', I would be able to overcome the threat of a 'Small Brain Tumor'. I was Looking at myself in the mirror and say with Great Conviction: x"The Brain Tumor is Benign and I       am going to Recover!"
 
    As a teacher and later a Psychologist, I feel an obligation to help people learn and understand, that    Fear and other challenges could be overcome! After all, I have been a devoted student of 'Metaphysics'  for most of my adult life... (Probably in my Past Lives as well...) Not Xto many people understand the meaning of 'Past Lives'... I remember a friend telling me how she hates anything which makes her feel 'Unintelligent'... I guess many people feel this way, when they are introduced to New and Unfamiliar Concepts... By the way, I learned that soon "We are going to complete 26,000 Years Cycle of Life and       a New Cycle is about to begin... I will have to collect more information in order to explain it better to my readers, as well as well to myself... 
 
   For years there were rumors how the Mayan Calendar, predicted the end of the world! What people failed to realize, is that this was only 'One part' of the Information'... For quiet a while we have  been told that "Our world is coming to an end"...  However, we were also told that it is "The end of  the world 'As We Know it!  A place of Materialism, Competition, Greed and Wars... This New World, which is coming   to replace our Present One, is a world of 'Peace, Oneness Consciousness and Unconditional Love: The world of the Fifth Dimension!' 
   
 I have lately received more information telling us, that the"18 Basic Laws of our Universe" are beginning to change... One of the most important laws is the one Darwin named "Natural Selection", better known as "The Survival of the Fittest!". These kind of laws are behind the mistaken idea, that "Might is Right!" and could lead to Selfishness, Greed, Competition, Separation, Isolation, Violence and Wars... Until now our world was functioning in the Third Dimension..We are now getting ready to take one more step, which would lead us to a "Renaissance of Consciousness and Unconditional Love!" We are about to move from the 'Survival Mentality' of our present Three Dimensional World of Fears, Hatred and Wars and are getting ready to replace it with a world of Courage, Love and Peace, then move on to the 'Up coming New Age of the 5th Dimension! I can hardly wait... 
 

       Helen Keller said :"The best and most beautiful things in the worldcannot be seen or even                     touched, they must be felt with the heart..."
 


With Love and Light,
Shira

4 comments:

  1. Here are some encouraging comments people have emailed me regarding "Opening The Gates":

    Hello my special Friend,
    Once again you have come from a space of unconditional love as you reference your tumor to sharing this experience as an opportunity for "growth" on every level, for you and those of us who are lucky enough to read your Tumor Humor Blog!
    You my Friend are an unbelievalbe soul, and I am for one very GRATEFUL to share this part of our journey together, and have learned and still learning how to face adversity with a brave heart, from YOU!
    G-d bless you Shira!
    I love you,
    Marilyn

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    Shira.....very powerful and so much energy from this letter.....amazing how I feel after reading it.
    Love you,
    Rena D.
    Xoxo

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  2. Some more comments:

    Hey darling,
    Hope that the decision you make will be proper for you to send Tum - the tumor - to his end. I enjoy reading what you write and I hope that very soon your writing and your blog will be about something less harmful to you. It seems that you have already begun. The information is important and I am passing it on to the rest of the famly.
    Love your cousin Yael L.
    from Israel

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    Shira, if you need to have a Tum problem, (and who needs it?), I am so happy that you are you, with your particular positive beliefs and attitude. Recent studies have shown that people who go into surgery with a positive attitude, survive most often, and recover much better and much more quickly than do people with negative thoughts. So stay positive (denial or not) because you will overcome this, too! Call when you get a chance,

    Love, Janet T.

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    Thank you my dear Shira
    You remain in my prayers for perfect health and healing - and so it is....
    You are powerful, strong, brave, fearless, beautiful, giving and inspiring - you are Love!
    Much love my dear friend ,
    David O.

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    My Dearest Shirela,

    Congratulations on your new blog, and kudos for creating such positive energy! I am so sorry to learn that the tumor TAM has grown , though tiny growth it is. I do hope that your visit with the doctor in the 11th is a good one, Have you had a second opinion? Hope that is something you are considering, my angel. Just to make sure.
    My prayers and good thoughts are with you and I do hope that you consider carefully the route of brain surgery. Call me whenever you feel up to it.
    With much love,
    Marcia N.

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    Dearest Shira,
    I am sorry that it has taken me so long to respond to your latest post. In spite of Tum's refusal to leave and even getting a little bigger, I am always so amazed by your positive attitude and incredible sense of humor... I know that you will be okay... Please continue to take care of yourself and if you need to have Tum removed surgically, it really is not a bad thing - trust me - it saved our mom's life and brought her back to a normal state.
    My wish for you is a the happiest and healthiest 2013!!! Please continue to keep us informed and enlighten us all with your wit and humor. I hope we can get together when you are feeling up to it.
    Love and Happy New Year, Susie W.

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  3. Another comment:

    To the fearless Shira:
    For whatever interpretation and analysis ... one would make after reading your letters of "Tumor Humor", there is one thing that is most real.
    One thing that never lies to you: your feeling... The feeling one gets after reading your words, is most real
    You took me to a domain that I had never visited before.
    A domain that was filled with composure, everlasting longevity, a domain of no fear. After all, when the most primal fear, fear of death, is absent from our consciousness, one has no choice but experiencing tranquility and even jubilee.
    And you know why you have influenced so many people?
    Because you come from a place of truth...
    With love,
    Sol

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  4. Another one (moved here from "The Beginning"):
    Hi Shira. What a beautiful blog today! I love that you named your turmor! Please tell him hello for me and thank him for being a friend. I know your positive energy will prevail like no other!
    Phillip and I are giving you strength but how you are approaching this fearless battle, is honorable. I also love that you reference The Golden Age (new world of concisousness) as of December 21. I am a believer and I think that is why we so connect. You are a beautiful spiritual being and I am blessed to have you in my life. I have already shared your blog with my associates in the office. We read it out loud together. What a wonderful blog. I wish you a speedy recovery and a long life. I hope to see you soon! Happy Holidays. Kerry Flowers

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