At the turn of the 19th Century, Sigmund Freud who is known as the Father of Psychoanalysis, astonished the world with a new and profound knowledge, which helped understand and expand Human Consciousness... The next generations of psychologists, discovered more and more layers of Human emotions, as well as Mental Disturbances: ADD-attention deficit disorder, OCD- Obsessive Compulsive Disorder. PTS- Post-Traumatic Stress disorder and BPD- Borderline Personality Disorder...
We are told, that The 3D (our present world) is a world of Polarity and Separation...In other wards a Bipolar World... Needless to say, there are varying degrees of being Bipolar...The average person who is dealing with the 'Ups and Downs' of his poles, may suffer from Depression, Melancholy, Fears Irritation, Annoyance, Frustration, Worries and a Law Self Esteem... In extreme cases, some of it may lead to feelings of Isolation, Worries and even Suicide... On the other hand, people who suffer from Bipolar Disorder, may experience positive emotions, like Hope, Joy, Excitement and even Elation and Ecstasy... Some may experience Delusion of Grandeur and feelings of Superiority... In extreme cases, they may declare themselves to be the Messiah, or even 'God himself, who came to save the world and the Human Race from an up coming Disaster...
When I was in my thirties, I read an amazing work described as: “Enlightenment,rather than therapy!" (Who Am I) which teaches us, that human, have two 'Separate Camps' within themselves: One is the "Inner Child" which often has several personalities, often contradict one another. Nothing is ever good enough for the"Inner Critique", which often hurts, the sensitive,vulnerable 'Inner Child's feelings'. The "Pusher", demands that the"Playful Child" stops playing around, wasting time and pay attention to "more important things!" The"Perfectionist" is unhappy with the "Magical Child", whose Imagination knows no boundaries... Most people may not even be aware, of their inner 'Tug of War' which maybe behind the' flare up of emotions', like confusion, unhappiness and depression...
It was amazing to watch the way Dr Stone was 'Bringing forth', these Disowned Parts and the way he was communicating with them... Parts, which we didn't even know, existed within us... I told my husband Al, how watching Dr Stone at work, made me feel, as if I was sitting at the feet of Freud, teaching his new discoveries... My clients, were just as amazed as I was, when I began to use these technique and introduce their Disowned Selves to each other, teaching them how to communicate better.. I asked Dr Stone "If we realy have,so many sub personalities operating within us,what is the
difference between Schizophrenics and us?" and he said "This is a very good question, Shira; I can think of One Difference only:"Normal' people have an "Aware Ego" to go back to, when one of their 'Sub personalities' take over' Schizophrenics don't!"... Since our Disowned Parts, have no idea about each others' presence, or even their existence, Hal taught us how to introduce these Inner Parts to each other, by teaching them to communicate, with their opposing Inner Groups and make them realize, they are all parts of XOne Person, whose well being, must be at the top of their priorities; if one part is hurting, so will all the others...
Several months ago, I began shifting some of the focus, on my clients Personal Issues, to helping them Balance their Poles, by Recognizing, Admitting and Own, some of their Negative Traits; would you like to know what happened? ... 'All Hell Broke Loose! No one likes to admit, to be the owner of Negative Qualities... Dr Hal's method Voice Dialogue, names most of the Negative qualities in our "Disowned Selves". So far the only way, to get a glimpse at these suppressed energies, was 'To Project' them on others... I instructed my clients to watch out, when they describe a person, as a “Money hungry bastard!” or "A Selfish bitch!" Since they may be the 'Owners' of such Selves... Some of the disowned selves are basically very Childish; Selfish, Jealous, Stubborn and need to be Right... Since most of us are ashamed to own such 'Energies', (which our society does not look kindly upon...) We fear that if people find out about 'Who they Really are", they may be Excommunicate! So they have learned to hide these "Ugly disowned energies", by pushing them into a 'Dungeon' inside their mind...
I was very excited, to introduce this new Balancing work, to my clients... However, when I created a small opening, for the 'Locked up' Disowned energy' of my first client; his suppressed Demonic Energy burst out like a trapped beast, which is finally liberated... These dark entities, buried for a long time, are saturated with Demonic energy, which breeds in the darkness and looks for the Light to feed on... One day I started the Poles Balancing Therapy, with an 'exceptionally difficult' client...At one poi, a powerful dark energy erupted, without warning... It reminded me of a Volcano, spitting hot lava, like the one I have seen in the Hawaiian Islands... Now, it was directed at ME! I felt as if the flames of this Demonic Energy, were about to engulf me and experienced, how this toxic energy, was awakening a very similar 'disowned one' within Myself! For the first time I felt an unfamiliar, powerful Dark Rage and a strong desire, to Punch this client in the nose - Hard!!! I then remembered Hal Stone saying, how we should have a Bumper Sticker which reads: "Even Demonic Energies want to be loved!" This helped me calm down, but I can not say I was able to love it, or it's owner...
A couple of weeks later, I had another confrontation, where I was Attacked by 'Dark Energies'... This time, it belonged to a Female client... I was completely unprepared, when this Energy I kindly invited to come fourth, turned on Me and was saying (through this client) "I am going to kill you!!!" It was quiet a struggle to remain calm... After a tremendous inner struggle and self discipline, I was finally able to talk and even"Befriend" this client's Demonic energy... I smiled and said sweetly:" You seem to be very smart! Wouldn't you rather be a Healer, instead of a Killer?" I didn't get a clear answer, the 'Voice' mumbled something and fell silent... I could hardly believe, I just had a confrontation with a 'Demonic Energy' and was able to win! The next morning I had a hard time waking up, I became very ill, experiencing chills and a high fever... While in bed, I had time to think, about this scary encounter and decided to have a talk with God, about the way I was feeling...
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"Hello God, I decided I no longer want to do this kind of work... I can not take the Toxic Energies of some of my client, who attack me while I am trying to do the Clearing and Balancing work... I would rather not do it!" The answer, which came immediately, stunned me: There are No Deserters in God’s Army!" I was insulted and hurt... After loyally serving for many years, in God's Army of Light, I am being called a Deserter?! "But you don’t understand God! I didn’t mean to desert, I just want to Retire! Can't you see, how the disowned Negative Energies, which some of my clients direct at me, are making me realy Sick? I would rather not do it !" XI was shocked to received an answer... "You have been doing a good job, which at times was a difficult one... However, you need to remember, that Soldiers in God's Army, should expect to be wounded in Battle!”
I was very insulted... It was not fair! After bravely overcoming serious life threatening illnesses and surgeries, like a C-Section, Brain Tumor, Hysterectomy, being hospitalized for Acute Transverse Myelitis and Encephalitis, bravely going through other life threatening illnesses, I shouldn't be aloud to complain a bit, from time to time? Can't God be a little more sympathetic and compliment me a little (from time to time) about my bravery, in dealing with some of the 'Threatening Energies', which are directed at me? However, who was I, to tell God how to behave? I humbly asked for forgiveness and promised to go 'Back to the troops, ready to fight the forces of Evil!
"Atten-tion! Let's begin marching! Ready or not, Forward March! Left, right, left, right, left, right, left..."
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Several days ago, I received the May Issue of the Cosmic Times, with news about the state of our life right now... "Everything is taken apart faster and faster... It is time to Clean House; closets, cars, yards paper work, bank accounts, our social life, relationships, as well as some of our Emotions and Thoughts In short, we should get ready and be prepared, for the amazing up coming move to the Fifth Dimension and make sure, that all traces of the Negative Energy from the 3D, would be washed away, before we embark on this exciting journey!X "When is this move finally going to take place?!" People may ask The only answer I can think of, is that just like the Dark Ages, which gave way to the brightness of the Renaissance, This “Dark night of the soul”, which we have been subjected to, in various degrees and times, has to come to an end as well! Lately, I received massages from several sources, telling us : "A light, brighter than the sun is on the way!" X Wow! I can't wait... What about you?"X
With Love and Light, Shira
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