Hello everyone,
Things are changing; I feel a bit confused, I don't quiet understand 'What is changing'. I feel dizzy as if I just stepped down, from a 'Merry-Go-Round and the 'ground' is still moving underneath my feet... My emotions travel in extreme directions; from Joy to Despair, Compassion to Anger and. even Rage... (Me Raging?!) At times, I find myself on the verge of crying...('Me crying?) Iris said that "Someone should bottle Shira's laughter and sell it!" Often, after going through what I call an 'Emotional Tornado', I would experience intense Joy, as I feel the Merciful Arms of Freedom come to liberate me, from the Stress and Worries of life in the Third Dimension...
When I have written before about the information I received, regarding the chaos people are about to face, I didn't expect it to touch My Life as well... The serious Economic Crisis of 2008, where people were losing their jobs, businesses and homes, was partially the reason behind my husband Al's decision to sell his Furniture Company... In a way I was glad! I could see how the stress of running International Furniture Business, was beginning to take a tole on the man I love and was wondering, if it was time to retire?! I was looking forward for the two of us relaxing and traveling again...In the past Al and I talked about the 'Fun Things', we would be doing after he stops working: Visiting again some of the places we enjoyed the most, during our cruses and get together with our family and friends in Washington D.C and N.Y Virginia, Florida, North Carolina and Israel... The two of us (especially Al) looked forward to his retirement and the freedom from previous obligations... Unfortunately, not all these plans work out though a few of them did...
Shortly after Al officially retired, my 'Fun Loving, Outgoing man' began to change... After taking his morning shower, he would have breakfast, read his newspaper and magazines, then move to the Dan, sit in his comfortable Reclining Chair and watch the news on CNN and NBC. This previous 'Workaholic' was now searching for old movies on TMC (Turner Movie Channel) He was looking for things to do, go shopping, run a few earns, go to the bank, sit in the garden, read and watch television... I was busy working most of the day and during the evenings, the two of us would have dinner at home or go out to a restaurant... As the days passed by, Al became reluctant to leave the house, except for his doctors visits and occasional dinner out with friends... He stopped going to the Movies, or even to the Classical Music concerts, which he always enjoyed so much... While I was busy most of the day ,with my Therapy Work at the office down stairs; my husband was spending most of his days in the Bedroom, or in the Dan watching T.V... Eventually, when it was time to renew our Season tickets to the Theater and to the Philharmonic, which he always enjoyed so much, he refused to do so...
I suggested to him, to look for a part time job; like volunteering in one of the charity organizations he was supporting for many years, or work for the Democratic Party, helping with the Up Coming Elections... But my suggestions fell on deaf ears. When I finally said it maybe a good a idea, to see a Psychologist or maybe even a Psychiatrist, Al became enraged: X"Really? Why don't x you go to see one? I am very happy, not to have all the pressure I had before!" Karen's friend Dr Alison, told me it is possible that Al, is going through the first stages of Dementia... But he became angry, and refused to see a doctor... It was as if life was presenting me, with new and unfamiliar difficulties, or rather, with some new "Big challenge". I would often find myself confused and bewildered, watching my 'old life' giving way to a new reality... "Could this be the beginning of the Transition to the 5D? How am I supposed to be a Guide for my clients, when the scale of My Life, is tipping over dangerously?"X It seemed, that the happy and safe life I enjoyed so far, was changing in front of my eyes and a new kind of Unfamiliar Darkness, was about to devour the light I was living in, for so many years...X
I was thinking about the French Revolution ,which released the suppressed 'Raging Energy' of the oppressed! Energy, which was building up, over many years and finally erupted! Causing the mob to chop off the heads of the Aristocrats, whom they held responsible, for their poverty and suffering... This 'Volcano', which did not distinguish between right or wrong, was destroying everything on its way...The innocent Servants, who were sent to the Guillotine, had their heads cut together with those of their masters...
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| The revolution begins |
Death to the aristocracy! |
Guillotine |
Mob cheering |
I don't even know what made me write about the French revolution... Maybe because I was feeling like one of those people, whos safe and familiar world, was beginning to turn Upside Down...I realized that the Spiritual Information, I have been gathering throughout the years, from books, lectures, seminars daily Meditation and other sources of enlightenment, was helping me understand and except, what seemed to be my beloved husband's slow deterioration, which was manifested, in different forms of Anger, Fear Confusion, Helplessness and Bewilderment... During my meditation, I always asked for a loving energy to come and help release our collective "Human Pain" and direct us to the Open Gates of the 5D...
When I was twelve, my class was taken on a trip, to visit the Museum of Tolerance, in Jerusalem... This Museum was created in order to remind the next generations of Jewish people, as well as the rest of the world, the Unbelievable Horrors which Hitler and the Nazi regime in Germany, inflicted on the Jewish people... We were standing inside this museum, staring at Mountains of eye glasses, wallet, lamps and shoes; which were made out of Human skin...There were Mattresses, blankets and pillows; stuffed with women's hair and the Watches, Cameras and other items, taken by the Nazis from Jewish women men and children, who entered the camps... People, who would later be sent to die in the Crematoriums...
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| A mountain of glasses |
Watches |
The victims' shoes |
Soap made of human fat |
Lamp shade of human skin |
Human hair in mattresses |
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| Boarding the train |
Arriving at the camp |
The children |
The men |
The women | Photos of the dead |
"Don't ever forget!" We were told again and again: "You are the Future of the Jewish people and the children, who's future was stolen! You are selected to make sure, that such Holocaust would never be forgotten, or happen again!" We were standing in shock, in front of what we were looking at,with our hands on our hearts, as we declared out loud: "We are swearing we'll never forget! We promise we'll not allow this to happen once again..." Never again!!! "
The 'Cosmic News tells us, that before we are able to enter the 5th dimension, we ought to 'Purify our selves' from all Negative Emotions, like Hatred, Rage, Anger and the need for Revenge... Does it mean I must erase the vow I took, together with my friends, to always be Alert and Ready to protect and defend our beloved vulnerable country Israel, from our neighboring Arab countries, which are rising against us How could such promise, 'go together' with the Ten Commandments, telling us:"Though shell not kill!" Since childhood, kids in Israel were repeatedly told, by parents and teachers, to make sur, we Never Forget the Horrors, Cruelty and Death, which were inflicted on the European Jews, who were gassed by the Nazis?! "Never forget!" We were told... How could I ever forgive those monsters, who tormented and killed my people? Could I ever forget that Paul's father, was one of those Human Monsters? How can I love and live with him?
Was this intens Love an attempt to clear myself, from the 'Burning Hatred' my friends and I, carried towards All Germans (and Austrians) since we were twelve years old? Could it be a kind of 'Inner Knowledge", trying to tell me, that the only way to erase this Hatred, was 'Forgiveness and Love?' Was this the reason why I fell so madly in love with Paul, so I could overcome the Hatred? I remind myself,that XEverything is changing and we are about to move, from one state of being to another Leaving behind us, the the pain and hatred of the third dimensional world and move forward, to the 'Loving Oneness' of the Fifth Dimension...
Shira
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